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[24 Dec 2008|11:40pm] |
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merry xmas dudes.
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[11 Jul 2008|11:11am] |
friends only & anonymous post. leave me anonymous comments- tell me a secret, tell me anything, tell me something. non-friends: leave a comment to be added. myspace. facebook.
clementine: joely? joel: yeah, tangerine? clementine: am i ugly? joel: uh-uh. clementine: when i was a kid, i thought i was. i can't believe i'm crying already. sometimes i think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. so, i'm eight, and i have these toys, these dolls. my favorite is this ugly girl doll who i call clementine, and i keep yelling at her, "you can't be ugly! be pretty!" it's weird, like if i can transform her, i would magically change, too. joel: you're pretty. clementine: joely, don't ever leave me. joel: you're pretty... you're pretty... pretty...
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[03 Feb 2008|07:45pm] |
i am approaching 2 years since she has died the last time i went there, the time when she was buried, the ground was still fresh no tombstone no nothing just flowers and dirt i fear if i go to her grave, then it will be real. she will really be dead. and i do not want to face that. to me, my mom didnt die. shes just gone until i see her again.
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