cassie (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} wishresign) wrote,@ 2008-02-03 19:45:00 |
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i am approaching 2 years since she has died
the last time i went there, the time when she was buried, the ground was still fresh
no tombstone
no nothing
just flowers and dirt
i fear if i go to her grave, then it will be real.
she will really be dead.
and i do not want to face that.
to me, my mom didnt die.
shes just gone until i see her again.
the last time i went there, the time when she was buried, the ground was still fresh
no tombstone
no nothing
just flowers and dirt
i fear if i go to her grave, then it will be real.
she will really be dead.
and i do not want to face that.
to me, my mom didnt die.
shes just gone until i see her again.
