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Fri, 11 Jul 2008 06:16:45 GMT

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clementine: joely?
joel: yeah, tangerine?
clementine: am i ugly?
joel: uh-uh.
clementine: when i was a kid, i thought i was. i can't believe i'm crying already. sometimes i think people don't understand how lonely it is to be a kid, like you don't matter. so, i'm eight, and i have these toys, these dolls. my favorite is this ugly girl doll who i call clementine, and i keep yelling at her, "you can't be ugly! be pretty!" it's weird, like if i can transform her, i would magically change, too.
joel: you're pretty.
clementine: joely, don't ever leave me.
joel: you're pretty... you're pretty... pretty...

Mon, 04 Feb 2008 01:47:01 GMT

i am approaching 2 years since she has died
the last time i went there, the time when she was buried, the ground was still fresh
no tombstone
no nothing
just flowers and dirt
i fear if i go to her grave, then it will be real.
she will really be dead.
and i do not want to face that.
to me, my mom didnt die.
shes just gone until i see her again.

cassie

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